Jaguarundi

 

又很久没来了~关于感情的东西不愿意写出来,工作生活又没有什么新鲜事,生活真是无聊di很啊~~

 

明天就要去海南玩了,一回来就要准备面试和工作,恩,我也该忙点正经事了!恩,要珍惜这最后的懒散时间和旅游机会,一定要玩好!

 

还有啊,要哭委屈,本命年真的是从头丧到尾,最后的几天也不放过我.大春节的发烧感冒,这叫什么事儿呀?!讨厌!!

 

希望旅游回来能有些可写的吧,要不然就是找到工作后再来了~~

 

唉~又把头发给烫了！——impulsive了又

 

仔细算算，6月初烫头发，染头发，7月出去旅游，8月旅游回来就扎耳骨，9月治耳骨，10月出小差，11月初剪头发，12月初剪头发，12月底烫头发——从6月份开始，我的生活就是这样子度过di啊？？

 

比较前半年事业上的很成功，下半年就是失败di很啊！果然我是走极端的人没错。还记得同一张语文卷子第一大题全班最低分，第二大题全班最高分呢，老师当着全班同学说“没道理啊，阅读题可以做的这么好，选择题怎么这么差呀，她脑子。。。。？？。。。。”

 

in conclusion, 发现了原来脾气走极端，生活也会走极端啊！我对事业很有信心，对感情很没信心，难道这个将来也会成为极端吗？事业很成功，而感情很失败？！我要前者，后者不要不要不要不要不要！

 

哦，对了，都说本命年是丧年，我今年也丧的差不多了，终于快熬过去了。我妈该小心了——在这里先祝福一下！

 

怎么感觉不到节日的气氛？？

 

今年的生日很糟糕，今年的圣诞很糟糕。。。。泄气。。。。

 

不过，anyway，收到了意外的礼物，总算还是有惊喜了。。。。欣慰。。。。

 

 

 

 

To: wangyutao798@hotmail.com

 

     Again, thank you an awful lot.

 

To: all of my friends

 

     Even though I didn't send my greetings via any way. Sincerely, I wish you all good.

 

 

Looking out of the window, not a soul in sight. Staying up late again.... 

 

Well, haven't written in English for a real long time~it's so hard to pick it up. My English is getting worse and worse.

 

As Christmas is around the corner, I feel a little bit upset again. Same reason. Birthday, Christmas, New Year, Spring Festival...too many galas come in a row. I'm a typical girl who would like to spend all special days with her bf or rather someone she loves. Unfortunately, I just don't have such a person. It's not I don't have a bf, it's I don't have anyone to love. It's not I don't have wooers, it's I don't like anyone out of them. Well, I know, I make myself hard. I'm so picky....

 

I'm distressed. Season is a reason. I don't like winter. I don't like cold. Chilliness is always associated with solitude. The weather makes me wanna someone to warm me up, physically and more mentally, support me and protect me. I hate this feeling, I dislike present me, so weak. Where is the strong independent Jaguar??

 

Well well, I'm just in a dull moment, I'll be apples. Though I'll have to spend the coming galas on my own. Maybe he's coming soon, who knows. Hopefully I'll enjoy the winter, with someone, the coming new year.

 

妈的，困死我了！！好久没熬夜了。。。。。。

 

24岁了，经历的所有考试都是临阵磨枪——这是习惯？毛病？还是天性呀？！

下周3就考试了，今天之前还书没看过，讲没听过呢，今天开始从前言读起，还成，就两百来页的英文(T.T)，不过讲是没的听了。

 

终于就快要拿到这belated diploma了，激动啊！

 

考完试我得小疯一下，拿到diploma了大疯一下！！！

 

 

没有昨天那样难过了, 渐渐好转, 果然还是没有人会让我难过很久, 呵呵

 

不知道接下来会怎样, 又会发生什么, 我很期待-最后, 我会怎么样.

忙了半个月, 开心,可是真的累~

 

星期一送走了"老爸", 昨天送走了他们兄妹!

送别, 又是送别......

一整天了, 我还是没有恢复过来, 没力气, 总是觉得饿, 昏昏沉沉的, 人又像空了一样.

 

快乐总是那么短暂, 那种眼神来了又走了, 又一个会那样看我的人离开了......这一次, 我是真的又难过了.